I'm Lonely

I'm lonely and though I am afraid to admit it I desperately want my soul mate to

hold me.
adore me.
love me.

More than a physical attraction I need mental interaction. A loving embrace and the warmth of his sweet grace.
Not to be confused with lustful thrust but a subtle, passionate touch,

a companion and relationship that's built on trust.
I am tired of trying to make this pillow feel real...I know for certain this is not the true deal;

as it is hollow and I am feeling down right shallow.

Has he passed me by or is he in the days to come
perhaps someone I already confer?

For Heaven sake
send me my mate
and if I must wait at least send me a date.

Because if I continue to lie awake in this daze and wait I swear I will evaporate
Diffusing myself into sole existence without subsistence
for I am lonely and longing for my true soul mate.