when you don't feel loved

what do you do when you feel unloved and misunderstood

not even by your mother this can't be good

when you feel all alone in a world

noone to soothe or console

you cry at night and wash them away by day

you build a fortress and keep everyone away

take refuge and withdraw

and carve out your heart with a saw...

fears

sometimes

when I close my eyes at night

I see that little girl

I once was

afraid and timid

I ran away from many fears

Ultimately I had no choice but to

Face them,

Conquered

and

Persevered.

~

Yet, as an adult

I am faced with many more fears

I still run

And try to escape them

As I did when I was a child

But one day I will have no choice but to

Face them,

Conquer

and

Persevere.

untitled.

When facing the perils of life

turmoil on both side

Your back is up against the wall

Your knees are unsteady and weak

Worried, red stained eyes

Life isn’t fair

and you ponder

Where did I make that wrong turn

As you stare on

Nothing seems clear

The road ahead very dim

but you are forced to keep living

Despite  ripping at your heart

You have to carry on

Stand alone

In the dark

And face your fate

On your own

No one sees the puddle of tears

Restless nights

Deepest fears

It is hard to maintain

You try to fight back the anger

Yet the heat is raging inside

 boiling up

The fury is steaming

stand back

its about to explode

and the closest to the flame will get burned