Expectation, Hope & Disappointments

From you...I expect disappointment and i only hope it doesn't hurt...

Don't Let me be Misunderstood, Nina Simone

we

we talked

we related

we laughed, cuddled and kissed

we hugged

we danced

and then we departed

when you don't feel loved

what do you do when you feel unloved and misunderstood

not even by your mother this can't be good

when you feel all alone in a world

noone to soothe or console

you cry at night and wash them away by day

you build a fortress and keep everyone away

take refuge and withdraw

and carve out your heart with a saw...

fears

sometimes

when I close my eyes at night

I see that little girl

I once was

afraid and timid

I ran away from many fears

Ultimately I had no choice but to

Face them,

Conquered

and

Persevered.

~

Yet, as an adult

I am faced with many more fears

I still run

And try to escape them

As I did when I was a child

But one day I will have no choice but to

Face them,

Conquer

and

Persevere.

untitled.

When facing the perils of life

turmoil on both side

Your back is up against the wall

Your knees are unsteady and weak

Worried, red stained eyes

Life isn’t fair

and you ponder

Where did I make that wrong turn

As you stare on

Nothing seems clear

The road ahead very dim

but you are forced to keep living

Despite  ripping at your heart

You have to carry on

Stand alone

In the dark

And face your fate

On your own

No one sees the puddle of tears

Restless nights

Deepest fears

It is hard to maintain

You try to fight back the anger

Yet the heat is raging inside

 boiling up

The fury is steaming

stand back

its about to explode

and the closest to the flame will get burned

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eVoL or LoVe

when love doesn't matter
and his heart doesn't pitter-patter

when your best isn't enough
and he cuts all ties and lacks trust

feelings one-sided a love imbalance
lopsided emotions a shaky beam

when love doesn't matter
it's best to say see you later

peace & love
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Beauty

He said: Your face is so beautiful. Your gorgeous it's easy to see why Radom ppl approach u. You r really working that look 👍. I'm not just saying that.
My reply: wow, thank you I'm very flattered -- I hope my inner beauty mirrors that reflection b/c that's more important to me that's my strive in life ;)

naughty, kninky naps

Untitled.

naughty, naughty, naughty…

                stubborn and resistant

you define your own destiny

conforming, never.

naturally forming, twirling  into a tight twist

kinky, kinky, kinky…

                flaws and all

                united and bald

                my natural kinky nap

                limitless bound

naughty, naughty, naughty…

reveals myself wholeheartedly

 unconcerned with the others opinions unfortunately

to reflect and be a reflection of my truth

heart, spirit and soul -- fearless and bold

kinky, kinky, kinky…

 the true essence of my mahogany roots

paired with some cowboy boots

I don't care what you think of me

or what you want me to be

carefree exhibitionist

confident and meek

my hair doesn't define me!