in the mood

gently press your lips against the nape of my neck
glide your finger tips around my frame
pull me closer, tighter
whisper something sensual in my ear

there's nothing i want more but to utter your name
lets play a game of hide-n-seek
find me & undress me
caress me
kiss me
and ease your love inside me

have your way; this is your day
take your time just a slow & steady grind
long thrusts, make me moan
heavy breathing
deep kisses
let me climb on top of you & take control

feel so well I will wear this grin for days
have my co-workers wondering what's your name

But I'm not in love, yet.

But I'm not in love,yet.

Yes, i enjoy what we share

Yes, i think you are an incredible man

And i do care

But I'm not in love, yet.

Still caught up on my ex

No longer want to be with him

I deserve more

But i need some time alone

To clear my mind

Fill the void

And then I'll be able to find love...

See, I imagine my life being single

As much as I think of our life together

I know it's time to grow up

But my heart isn't completely there

I know i can and will love you

But I'm not in love, yet.

I must wait for my heart to catch up with my mind

Knowing that us, is what's best.

Fantasy or Reality:

Fantasy or Reality: the census reported in 2002 there are 144MM females and 138MM males; if every men was matched in a faithful relationship there would be 6MM lonely women...is it realistic to expect men to be faithful and committed or are we living in a fantasy? Ok, more importantly weed out the loser guys and the margin widens! So as women do we demand exclusivity or become practical/realistic? I'm indecisive... A male friend said would u rather share a $100 (man) or have $5 dollars to utself, how about a million dollar man; could u share?

4/15/10

and he said...

okay, I must do this, and I know I'm wrong but "this is a f_______ big deal!" rofl; the VP did that! I am not condoning his comment; I'm just laughing because its funny as heck!!!

ABCNews.com: Why So Many Single, Black Females?

Group of friends gets Steve Harvey's take on high number of black
bachelorettes.
http://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/single-black-females/story?id=9395275

What's going on?

Catholic priest molesting little boys is a norm

Politicians debate on health care reform

No cure insight for the deadliest syndrome

Children disrespecting parents unable to conform

Babies born each day deformed,

What's going on?

The good book says there is nothing new under the Sun.

Well, we must be living under the moon, in darkness & gloom.

Reaping the curse from the beginning of life;

you know the fate of Cain and Abel; it's our doom.

Women want to be men -- men wanting the same, so confused.

Constantly embracing the trouble ones

Mentally, physically and emotionally abused

Causing too much turmoil and woe.

Mostly for the gain of dough!

What's going on?

I swear it’s far worse than a few years ago

Earthquakes killing entire nations

People dying of starvation

And lack of medication

It’s a genocide our damnation

 

We go on with no remorse

Cut our eyes at those far worse

not even willing to dig in our purse.

Lord, please save us!

One Last Word

I can’t get you off my mind no matter how hard I try

I move to the left and slightly to the right

Attempting to get away

But my heart always brings me back here

to you

When I think of you, I smile

You take my breath away

Every moment with you is endearing

Your presence is the essence of my day

Like a young girl with a crush

You make me blush

Love, desire or lust

I miss your touch

You are a keepsake

And I will always love you.

However;

Your presence is no longer with me,

Your heart was never mine,

I’m just another girl to you;

Who you will forget in a matter of time.

No longer pressed with being your wife

Content with a friend for life.

enough

too much time
too many tears

[sleepless nights, many]

too many poems written
too many words spoken

[misunderstood]

too much energy
too much pain

without any gain...

i write

i write

i write my worries away
i write my tears away
through disappointment and pain

i write

i write through sorrow
i write through confusion
through life challenges

i write

i write my wrongs
i write my song

i write

and when there is nothing left,
i write.

underwear

its bad when all you can think about as he speak is I wonder what type of underwear he wears...

I'm back!

I’m back!

I must’ve forgot my worth

Got use to chasing this dope

Forgot how it feels to be adored

Flowers sent to work

But I’m back!

Got lost in the fight

Placed it all on hold for ya

Expectations minimized

But I’m back

Still so fly

Got a date at eight!

Fine dining across town

I’m back!

sigh

Your presence is no longer with me, your heart was never mine, I'm just another girl to you, who you will forget in a matter of time...